I am thankful for you.
To know and have known
a sweet wonderful you.
I've called my loved ones and
sent wishes to them.
Sent my friends crazy
mass text messages telling them
how wonderful they are to me,
through my good days and bad days.
Missing you today
~Kamela
Hearts....
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thankful...
Monday, November 23, 2009
My James Moments....
I'm in one of my "James moments"
thought of you....smiled and automatically
reached for my phone....I'm getting a little
better at not falling to pieces, when
I think of you...now I try to smile and remind
myself how lucky, lucky and blessed I was to know you.
To Love you.
To share quiet times with you. You were and
still are so important to me. I know that you
knew it and I am glad that you knew it.
You are missed greatly in my house.
Peter jokes about you and "roti" and
he does your roti dance =)
My mom is still somber when we mention
you. You were her favorite even when you and
I were on and off and on and off and on and off
and on and off again. lol She always has good thoughts
of you. Kim missed you dearly!!!!!! She misses her guy
friend. I miss you protecting her.
We miss you James. And never do we forget you.
Hearts. Hearts. Hearts
Love,
Kamela
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Hello.
James,
Hey. Hello. Hi.
You are present right now for me.
And I miss you.
Really wish I we could talk.
If just a
Hello.
Life continues on in the same fashion.
With you still in my thoughts.
I have trouble letting go of good things.
Always have.
You were a good thing.
You were inspiring.
You continue to inspire me.
You believed in everyone and all things good.
I take you everywhere I go.
You are, were and continue to be a great, big part of me.
I talk of you fondly. I speak of your great heart.
I describe your kind eyes.
Your bratty moments make me laugh. Boy could you be a brat.
Ha ha ha.
You see I do laugh. I miss you.
I know I am not the only one who misses you and I wish I could
take away the missing you from everyone else cause I know it doesn't
feel good.
But you continue to make me smile, you Goon!
I watch the video Zaida put up often and laugh and feel you here for that
(1:18) minute and eighteen seconds. Feels like a life flash by.
I've doing a lot of good stuff.
Stuff you would be very happy to know about.
To hear about.
I hear you in my head when I feel I can't do something.
You say that I can be anything and do anything.
Then you go on the describe the dumbest people you've come
in contact with and say if they can, so can I! lol. Yeah, thanks for
the encouragement.
Hello.
Talk to ya lata.
Love you.
Always.
Kamela.
Friday, November 6, 2009
.........
I dreamt of you last night....
I was a great dream but as usual in the dream I come to
realize it's just that a dream, and you're missing in our lives.
WOW, this stings. I never could have imagined I would
have to deal with such an intense loss this early on in life.
It hurts. I've got a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes
and a great big headache....
I miss you as always....
Can''t wait till it hurts less...
Love,
~Kamela
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