James
I’m sitting here at work bored out my damn mind seriously.
It’s not the same without you at this darn place
I’m sitting here thinking about cheese cake
Anyway I speak to you later
Love you Much
***Manta**xoxoxox
Monday, August 30, 2010
I'm Bored
Friday, August 13, 2010
James Boo
Just sitting here thinking about you. I miss you so much James. I’ve became really cool with Nkosane, You never told me how insane he is. Now I know how ya’ll became the best of friends. My Jordyn is getting big, Man I wish you were her to see her. She’s a hot mess. I think about your family all the time. I miss them as well.
James you were the brother I never had, the best friend I never had. Just wanted to say I miss you and I will never forget you.
Love Always **Manta”
=(
Hey, these dreams are killing me.
They hurt so much and leave me empty.
I don't wanna be sad anymore, but I miss
you in my life.
I miss you're craziness and you're sweetness.
I kiss you warmth and you coldness. It's all the same.
This is hard. I don't want to hurt anymore, I don't want to fight
in my head. I do feel nutso sometimes....
Love you always Kamela
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~Kamela
Have an inspiring Day!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Dreams, damn those dreams!
Will you hide in the creavices of my mind forever? I am aware that I
will never be able to forget you. I am ok with that. But it makes me
take a step back when the dreams I dream feel so real, when I am mid
sleep and wake and feel you are still here. The worst part is when I
am waking and slowly realize that you are gone. The pain, the whole in
my heart, becomes strong as I slip out of consiousness.
When will the dreams end? I can't take them when they tell me you are
real or when they make me feel that I can reach You in that state,
between my dreaming and waking. It feels so real and then when I wake,
I feel the devil laughing at me, because I fell for it. I thought it
was real. I thought you were here, on this earth. I thought the times
when I think of you would get easier. I thought the pain would feel
less like a punch in the stomach. I miss you so much. Am I still
grieving two years later. I never was good with goodbyes and you never
believed in them...<3
~love always and forever
kamela
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~Kamela
Have an inspiring Day!
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