will never be able to forget you. I am ok with that. But it makes me
take a step back when the dreams I dream feel so real, when I am mid
sleep and wake and feel you are still here. The worst part is when I
am waking and slowly realize that you are gone. The pain, the whole in
my heart, becomes strong as I slip out of consiousness.
When will the dreams end? I can't take them when they tell me you are
real or when they make me feel that I can reach You in that state,
between my dreaming and waking. It feels so real and then when I wake,
I feel the devil laughing at me, because I fell for it. I thought it
was real. I thought you were here, on this earth. I thought the times
when I think of you would get easier. I thought the pain would feel
less like a punch in the stomach. I miss you so much. Am I still
grieving two years later. I never was good with goodbyes and you never
believed in them...<3
~love always and forever
kamela
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~Kamela
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