missing you...

For my once in my lifetime...
you were my "heaven scent"...
at a point in my life, you were
the sweetest of the sweet
with me.
I can only recall vanilla.
sneaking into movies, one after the
next.
chicken cutlet. chelsea piers.
ice skating. central park.
batting cages. football practice.
heaven.
walks all around NYC.
family.
Playboy.
Oh, the playboy! I've never seen before
and you, you had boxes and boxes.lol
it was yucky to me.  what did I know?
Marilyn. Stevie. Michael. both.
notes. letters. declarations of all kinds.
all the girls. I was secretly jealous of...
but why was that? I asked myself why not?
how could everyone not want a piece of him???
The "No newspapers on the couch!"
Basketball. the writing. writing. writing.

I miss it.
I miss the "we" we became after the "we"
we were.
I miss you so so so so much.
I miss your ever belief in me!!
No matter what is it, I could do it. According to
you!

Heaven Scent, you always were to me.
Always will be...
Forever Angel...

~Kamela