........

I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME GET OUTSIDE MY OWN HEAD!!
Fill me up.
Weight me down.
Cuss my mind.
Stop my breathe.
Take the air.
It's stiffling. It thick.
My body lays weak and numb.
Nothing is the same.
Can you see me?
You know what is happening to me, don't you?
Will you eleviate some of this?
Please take some of this burden...
Get me outside my head,
outside this body that feels not much anymore,
outside these low riding clouds.

I used to love the sunshine.
Allow me to smile.
To smile again.
To feel whole again.

~Kamela