I thought...

May 29, 2009........I set a reminder on my phone a while ago, and forgot about it,
though I didn't need reminding, who does?!?!?
I couldn't get to sleep last night...
Today feels somber.
Feels lonesome.
I was making ice tea and went to check my phone to
see if I had any missed calls.
I saw your name, (but it was my calendar reminder)
and that was the most bitter sweet moment.
For the quickest second I thought that I had a missed call from
you.  My heart was the happiest for a moment.  I felt it actually stop.
I thought you were at work and you called me to annoy me
cuz you were bored. I thought  you heard new song and wanted me to listen to
it.  I thought you were calling to have me meet you for lunch.
I thought you saw a HOT girl and wanted to call and tell me how gorgeous she is.
I thought something reminded you of an old friend and you
decided to say hello.
I thought you thought of me.
I thought you decided to call me.

I wish any of these were true.

Just me wishing too hard.

Hearts.....
Kamela