aye, james. do you see this shit down here? first, im so freaking happy that so many people were able to make it to our quicky wedding. i cant even tell you, bro. we didnt get enough time to spend with everyone - which sucked. but besides that, it was so much fun. i now know why weddings can go to 5 hours long - you want to be able to sit and chat with everyone. shit, i spent more time with your moms than i did with my own fam!! but they knew before i even told them it was Ann, and they were so wonderful about it. my aunt is great - you would have been proud. her and pat were able to say hello to everyone. i cant even tell you how lucky we are that my ex-mother-in-law is like our mom - to both me and daniel. she's so great and she loved you so much.
we all did, you bastard. i so still wanna kick your ass, you have no idea.
so, we are starting to leak the news more and more about our TWINS!! i told veronica the night of the wedding - and she had a dream that she lost a tooth which meant a baby - turns out its us! what the hell. this was the last thing we expected but it's a huge blessing. we are sooo scared and nervous. i started another blog diary about the twins, of course, cause we need to keep track of every single second. i actually wish i started sooner - the day we found out - well i should say those two weeks during right before the wedding when you stalked me like crazy in my dreams - and you told me to take the pregnancy test and i did - POSITIVE and i told you to take care of it and you did - 4 days before the wedding the doctor said TWINS. and now we are 10 weeks - still not officially in the clear but it's so hard to hide the huge belly bump already. i thought i could being a "muffin top" and shit, but not really.
and i started writing again, regularly. all the things i used to tell you privately. all of our sex talks. all of our secrets.
it's nice to be able to share again.
i want to believe that you played a really big part in giving us the chiclets.
there's no other reason for it - so of course im going to blame you, as always.
i love you, darlin.
thank you.
xxzaidaxx
we all did, you bastard. i so still wanna kick your ass, you have no idea.
so, we are starting to leak the news more and more about our TWINS!! i told veronica the night of the wedding - and she had a dream that she lost a tooth which meant a baby - turns out its us! what the hell. this was the last thing we expected but it's a huge blessing. we are sooo scared and nervous. i started another blog diary about the twins, of course, cause we need to keep track of every single second. i actually wish i started sooner - the day we found out - well i should say those two weeks during right before the wedding when you stalked me like crazy in my dreams - and you told me to take the pregnancy test and i did - POSITIVE and i told you to take care of it and you did - 4 days before the wedding the doctor said TWINS. and now we are 10 weeks - still not officially in the clear but it's so hard to hide the huge belly bump already. i thought i could being a "muffin top" and shit, but not really.
and i started writing again, regularly. all the things i used to tell you privately. all of our sex talks. all of our secrets.
it's nice to be able to share again.
i want to believe that you played a really big part in giving us the chiclets.
there's no other reason for it - so of course im going to blame you, as always.
i love you, darlin.
thank you.
xxzaidaxx
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