...

I'm not good at having everyday without you.
I'm not use to not being able to call you,
just to say hi.
I am not used to starting a new year without
your wishes.
I am not use to having my birthday,
in a few days, without
your wishes.
Without your sweet, sweet wishes.
A new year without you??!????
I can't fathom the thought...
Happy New Year to me????

I can't. but
I guess I'll have to...
God, I miss you.
I can't stand a New Year without...

Eternally oxoxxoxoxox
~Kamela