Wishes for Me...

So, I'm gonna wait for you to call me or text me.
Something little like,
"hello".
It's just one word but it meant so much,
especially out of the blue,
especially from you.
I'll wait for a Merry Christmas call,
and act surprise when you do call.
and be mad if you don't.
I'll ask how the family is,
and you'll say your pleasantries.
Then you'll come to Jordyn and
you'll gush and I'll smile,
because I know her love makes you happiest.
I'll accept your warm wishes for me and give my Mom
a hug for you, then pass the phone to Kim,
and then we'll pass it back and forth for the next
half hour.
We'll exchange wishes again before we hang up.
Then call each other for the rest of the night about
six or seven times.

This year will be a little quieter.
I'll be one wish less.
The day will resonant with you in the back of
my head.
I'll miss you this year the most.
I missed you yesterday the most.
I miss you today the most.
James, you know my wishes today
because you see it all now.
You know the endings to all the stories, now.
Watch us and keep us safe.
My Forever Angel....as you were before and as you are now.

Love,
~Kamela oxoxox