Always thinking about you

There are days when you are constantly on my mind

And then there are days when you aren't so much because I get so caught up in what I'm doing

There are times when I'm sitting in my house and I'm saying to myself I just can't believe you are

no longer here, and that when I feel so helpless and the pain of you not being here hit again.

All I can do is sit there and cry, because I miss you so so much.

Sometimes I can't believe it still hurts so much even though it been a  while since you've been gone

It's like someone stole my heart and it will never be the same again.

Sometimes just to not feel the pain of you not being here I'll tell myself I don't want

to think about you today. But that is impossible everything reminds me of you.

It could be someone walking down the street, someone saying something or something on the TV.

Sometimes I'll smile  because I would remember something you said or did and sometimes I would feel sad

It's like you are everywhere and you are saying don't forget me.

I will never forget you, you had such a present when you walked into a room.

I know everyone you've known or ever met will never forget you.

You made people feel so comfortable, and you certainly knew how to make everyone

laugh with one of your crazy stories.

 

Love you, always James (kak)

Erin