i felt you sitting next to me today, as i sat on the sofa, putting together some of our favors, trying to wrap and tie on tags and stick on labels just right.
i heard you asking me about the jewish traditions, asking to explain what i am just learning myself, what it all means, you saying, wow, that's really nice, zaida. make sure to keep those chocolate coffee beans away from the kids. you know they'll think it's raisinettes or some shit.
today we needed to figure out who was going to read the ketubah during the ceremony, and all i kept saying was it's supposed to be you, fucker.
and both you and ryan said to ask my aunt, so i did and she accepted.
i know it's my voice in my head and i just put your name on it.
but it sounds like you
and it's funny like you
and it makes no sense like you, sometimes
and so my head says it's not you - it's my mindfuck, but my spirit looks over my shoulder and says,
yes, james.
and im okay with this.
xxzaidaxx
i heard you asking me about the jewish traditions, asking to explain what i am just learning myself, what it all means, you saying, wow, that's really nice, zaida. make sure to keep those chocolate coffee beans away from the kids. you know they'll think it's raisinettes or some shit.
today we needed to figure out who was going to read the ketubah during the ceremony, and all i kept saying was it's supposed to be you, fucker.
and both you and ryan said to ask my aunt, so i did and she accepted.
i know it's my voice in my head and i just put your name on it.
but it sounds like you
and it's funny like you
and it makes no sense like you, sometimes
and so my head says it's not you - it's my mindfuck, but my spirit looks over my shoulder and says,
yes, james.
and im okay with this.
xxzaidaxx
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