Just miss you...

I was just beginning to get a little ok,

with all that's happened with you recently.

My mind was at ease little, and I wasn't

crying as much...

I missed you just the same but it wasn't

as bad a months gone...

Then last night I came home and my mom

and Kim told me about a childhood friend

who was killed in a car accident on Saturday

morning at six a.m.

I am right back where I started....

God, how can this be happening?????

I am at a lost, once again.

 

I dreamt of you last night.

It was Zaida's wedding and

everyone was there. All your fam

and Jordyn, and I was there

and YOU, YOU were there.

I was sooo happy to see and you sat

next to me and it was nothing had

changed.  Still your same ole self.

I was such a great drem.

I woke up crying. I tried to walk to the bathroom,

and couldn't I stayed in bed and cried...

God, I miss you so much, it hurts to breathe...

 

Love you, Miss you,

~Kamela