A saddness hangs over me.
I feel the most comfortable on
rainy days, it fits my mood and
I in turn, am normal.
I know I sound like a broken
record, like when I play my
Maxwell CD over and over,
when I say,
I miss you and days aren't the same.
I can not not think of you. Is it any
different from when you were here,
and you were on mind my???
I know I am not the only one,
but why did this happen to me??
What could I have done differently,
I ask myself. Nothing, probably.
When you made up your were
set in your ways.
I spoke to your Mom.
I dreaded calling her.
She was the one person,
I couldn't face.
That convo went to tears...
It hard to face anyone you've loved.
I feel responsible for you not being
here...What could I have done??
Was it even up to me???
God, help me...Cause I can't
do this alone...
My forever angel...
Love Always, Always,
~Kamela
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