I feel...

This morning I felt suffocated.

The loss that which I feel for you

caught up with me.  This morning.

Who am I without the ones I love, the ones

who love me? Am I just another another mishap,

are we a casuality of those we love?

I have words rehersed for you, words that are

a direct impact of the decade we shared.

How do I honor you, tell me?

Do I make a pilgrimage to where I know

you are not, just to feel you present?

~Kamela