I wasn't ready...

I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready to give you back.

We have a lifetime of smiles to share.

To see you grow, to change, to be comfortable

in your space.

I wasn't ready.

I am still not ready.

My heads pounds and my heart beats

faster than it should.

I'm not ready to not have you here.

I miss you so, so, so much.

I didn't realize how lonely I'd be.

I have friends and people to love and to

have in my life, but they're not you.

I hadn't realized how much you were

apart of my life. How I called you when

I needed a friend. You denied it, but we

were friends, the closest of friends. I don't

have many I call a friend...

I miss my friend. I'm so hollow, so empty.

This isn't fair. You spent no time here,

not enough to be taken away...

Love you...
~Kamela