Miss you....

I am not as overwhelmed with the thougths of you not being here anymore.

I feel normal.

Whatever that's suppose to feel like.

Normal, but there's a saddness that unconsciously hoovers over me.

When it's really quiet, it's the noisest in my head.

My days have been quiet, yes, that's the word.

You always had something going on, and I knew that.

That's why I liked talking to you. You always had a story.

An incident that was over the top, crazy and funny. How

you go into those situations was unbelievable. Kim told

me about last year when the two of you went bike

riding last summer. And the entire time you told her to

becareful, the next thing you know you get sideswiped

by a bus and run into a cab!!

How I laughed. It was hilarious!! And of course you were ok.

But I couldn't get the image out of my head. You were the only

one I trusted with my sister. You took care of her, kept her busy

and out of trouble. I need to chat with you now. I need advice.

In an instant, my life was turned upside down, like everyone

else who loves you and knows you.

Forever 'n a Day.....