You didn't listen...

I remember one day...

we were on the subway and

I was on my way to school and

you were on your way to work.

We were talking.

Then we were about to get off in two

stops, so we got up and stood by the door.

The first time the door opens you walk out.

And I am standing there, wondering, " what the hell????"

I stood on the train and went to school.

When I got there I called you from a payphone,

back then cell phones weren't a necessity like now.

I ask you what happened, you were like, "what are you

talking about??" I was furious and confused.

I started to cry. I thought we just decided to leave.

You had no recollection as to what happened.

I felt in my heart something was wrong, way wrong.

I searched and called doctors for you, but you didn't want

to talk to anyone, I begged you.....

 

Why didn't you listen?????

 

Now the pain of missing you is

palpable.

 

~Love Kamela.