im still in denial.
as far as im concerned, you just went on another trip, and im waiting for you to come back. but our reality is that you are waiting for us now, i suppose. all these years of me being a diarist, and all these years you told me that you wouldnt read my blog diary because "you live this shit everyday." all this time i hated myspace and you hated facebook. i know that everyone grieves your death in their own way.
this is the only way i know how.
how does one fall asleep and not wake up?
how does one deal with you not waking up?
how does one get to hear all your amazing stories about all the people in your life, without actually meeting them?
i promised i would keep writing you, so here we are.
im hoping that people googling your name come across this site and email their silly stories and pictures so that we can keep you alive in spirit.
and i hope that people who knew and loved you will leave comments if they are up to it.
just like when you were here.
you've touched our lives in so many different ways.
maybe we didnt tell you as much as you told us.
i guess here's our chance.
xx zaida xx
Friday, June 13, 2008
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To all of you who have not forgotten my son i am so thankful for all of you. He is still with us and i know he is happy to know that we will never forget. My son James was so many things to so many people he meant so much to all of you. I miss him more and more and think of him always.
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