Rewind

there are really specific things that make me smile - like when you would force me to look at the same pictures over and over again. or play the same song over and over again.

please dont hit rewind! i would beg. not again!!

but listen... just listen to this one part...

the first few days after you died, i just walked around saying this is not happening. this is not happening. it's not possible. it's not possible that the only human being i have ever known with the most spirit and the most energy and the most loving heart and the most carino and giving nature who remembered everything about everyone is not here anymore.

i just want to go back. i want to rewind and go back to the last time i saw you and do it again.

xx zaida xx